deja-vu v.2 [ rain... falling in my heart

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

yay! energy's coming on december... 26th!!! when im finally back from korea! wheeeeeeeee... yep yep! boxing day! after i go to korea and buy and buy and buy all the shinhwa, dongwan, minwoo stuff i can lay my hands and whatever money i have on, i'll come back.. just in time for energy!!!! *cheers for myself if no one wants to cheer for me, which is ur loss >p

oh. oops. but then again, why am i so excited? i'll never get to see them. *smacks myself* great. blah. im such a smart ass. just in case u guys don't already know, when i even talk about energy in school.. the following symptons are detected..

- i get excited
- i feel the adrenaline rushing through me
- my heart starts beating at twice its normal rate
- i feel warm all over
- i feel like someone just threw me into the oven... and slammed the door shut

amanda - usually, its her - comments that im turning red. i...

- deny it
- smacks my cheeks and tries to hide it
and...
- turn redder if its possible

look. one fine day, after lunch, from one half of the corridor, i saw amanda standing outside my classroom, looking like she was waiting for me. she turned around.. *imagine this slow motion* and i see a popular plastic bag in her hands. i suspect.. i hope.. i wish.. i think.. i KNEW that inside the bag was the long awaited, autographed energy hey! you album.

i stare in shock. i scream. i continue screaming. i run. screaming all the while. i envelope her in this huge bear hug. i scream somemore. i jump up and down. i hug her once more. i go crazy. and finally, i lay my eyes upon those beautiful signatures on the album cover.

there. and i spend the whole day telling my classmates about them. and turning red.

and when i talk about shinhwa, i turn red too. at times. but energy.. it's almost every single time. and when i laugh too hard or get too nervous, i sit on the floor. like amanda and xiang ying like to tell people, one moment, i'll be either red in the face, or laughing too hard. and the next moment, they can't find me. after much searching, they find me sitting on the floor. -.- yes. im such an idiot.

so, quoting amanda, - sorry if i quote too much, but basically, she's the person who's always speaking to me about energy face to face - if im already like this when i see or talk about things related to energy and shu wei in particular, what will happen to me when i see them face to face?

things which she has came up with about what will happen to me, or what i'll do, which are quite true, can be enquired about through msn. feel free to ask. i think i've just divulged too much. great. now i belong to prehistoric times, where i'll roam the earth with dinosaurs, and if i ever see any ape who resembles shu wei or energy - they say shu wei's like a monkey. oh well. no comments - i'll turn red. and a dinosaur will smell the blood which is rushing to my face that very instant, will come roaring towards me.. a t-rex probably, and it'll finish me up. and i'll faint.. either from the fright of a dinosaur coming to eat the defenceless me. or if im lucky enough, the ape resembling shu wei or any member of energy will save me. but i'll still faint all the same.

ok. long long update. about my craziness. shan't go crazy anymore. im being too personal here. its starting to feel a little weird. but oh well. too long of not blogging about my innermost feelings..

I MISS YA NINGS!!!! *huggies huggies huggies pampers sent by fed-ex to ms. he yining, china, guilin*

the rain poured at 2:51 PM

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