deja-vu v.2 [ rain... falling in my heart

Saturday, December 31, 2005

ok. a couple more hours before the new year.

2006.

*deep breath in*

oh dang. im getting breathe and breath confused. and thanks to all that trying to decide which is correct.. the word now seems totally foreign to me. oh well.

soooo... anyway, as most new year tradition requires.. here's my list of.. erm.. resolutions.

ok. first lemme define resolutions. they're hard to fulfil. which is why we call them resolutions. so yes. the few i'll state will probably be close to mission impossible.. but never say never. *wags finger* =p

1. find *cough*cm in my room/the house.
2. find *cough*js in miao's room/her house.
3. find *cough*yh in sheena's room/hostel/home in malaysia and convince him that they're both a pair made in heaven due to their perverted-ness. yes. then me and miao will then have a teeny weeny chance. >.<

so there. oh yes.. and one more!

4. totally turn into a theory genius and pass my theory exam next year with flying very colourful colours.
5. totally turn into a piano prodigy and start playing my exam pieces like how the composers played them, BUT.. that also means that my examinor has to love them.
6. oh yes. that and my scales. and sightreading.. lemme somehow see that piece 12 months before i actually play it, and somehow i'll have this HUGE inkling that it'll be the piece im gonna be given so i'll totally practise and rock at it. and erm.. aural too. please.. don't let my voice like totally break 3 weeks before.

*pause*

joking.

nevermind. super cold.

and yes.. last but not least..

7. lemme just get over feeling nervous in the exam room/hall!!! for goodness sake! >.<

there. if you're having this totally incredulous look on your face now.. please scroll up and re-read my definition of resolutions cause you seriously didn't read it properly the first time round. shame on you. tsk. *wags finger*

ok.. 'nuff of that. updated r.a.i.n and i'll be started my new fic.. tomorrow? hope so.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and for those schooling.. yes. despite all the dread and unhappiness and oh-im-so-gonna-die-this-yearness, we WILL survive this school year. like we have in the past few years. so there.

edit: oh yes. and before the first day of 2006 is over or when the whole "HAPPY NEW YEAR!" mood is gone.. could i just add another resolution?

actually.. it's not mine. but.. its quite impossible for ME to achieve. so yes.

let's see.. number.. eight.

8. could changmin please change his hairstyle? pretty please?

cause the current one's.. *draws huge X-s in the air with arms*

the rain poured at 9:23 PM

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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

the hols are ending. like.. soon. really soon. >.<>

ok. if everything goes well, i'll probably end off my holidays.. like officially end my hols with 2 movies. and a shopping trip. where im supposed to get clothes. which is a maybe. but a MUST will probably be referring to the trip to the vcd shop where i'll totally stock up on my vcds and consider buying full house. after which.. i'll go home.. stare at the vcds and hope and pray real hard that the first three months are totally relaxed. shucks. just talking about this, and im missing orchard already. another wonderful example of not knowing how to treasure something till its gone. shi qu cai dong de zhen xi. tsk.

but oh well.. new year's coming up. will be back with resolutions.. if i can think of any. oh yes. i think i have a couple.. =p

back to serious stuff. SCHOOL BUS TO SCHOOL NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<

the rain poured at 11:05 AM

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Saturday, December 10, 2005

ok. i finally managed to update r.a.i.n =) weird how the more i think about it, the more i feel that maybe having the author's note isn't that important anymore. like T. said.. coincidences are inevitable. so.. *shrugs* oh well.. i'll see how it goes.

the rain poured at 10:04 AM

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Thursday, December 08, 2005

ok. i really really pissed off. urgh. really need to chill for now. but there'll definitely be a warning message posted in my soon-to-become update. meanwhile, just a copy and paste from my thank-you note.

thanks for all the support. of which.. speaking of support, the things i've been seeing have been really unnerving. i would think that some things are more than pure coincidence.. and the same style.. practically the same words, save a few changes here and there to fit the plot in question, are used. i think it's quite obvious what im refering to. what else matters most to an author around here? it might differ from person to person, but i should think that no one would like this happening to them. if you wish to plagurize, please at least leave a note and maybe credits? at the very least, maybe a comment at the original author's comments page to say that you've read his/her fic and like the idea or style.. or something! but no! i don't see any of this. its just grab and go. or rather.. in technological terms, copy paste and ta-ta. no thank you-s no nothing. and what's worse.. you completely ruin the original work, by spoiling the whole effect with your grammatical and vocab errors.

by the way.. just in case some are gonna say.. "you copy and paste also what!" yes. i copy and paste. but i copy and paste MY OWN WORK! these are words which i've thought of for a certain effect, sentences which i conjure on my own relying on my brain cells and inspiration, which i highly doubt you'll be able to find anywhere else. its. MY. OWN. WORK. not other's! im just really pissed. and to add on to the grammatical and vocab errors, you use sTiCkY caps!!! which i don't happen to adore. and when used in a piece of work which contains things taken from MINE.. it makes me want to slap someone.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the rain poured at 5:49 PM

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Saturday, December 03, 2005

dum dum dum. ok.. im getting my dad to do a live report about what's going on for the SEA games table tennis doubles finals if im not wrong. yep. nation pride here.. but at the same time, gotta do some stuff online here. time's tight. i've got until.. 9? after which i'll be watching she diao.. then half an hour before it ends.. gonna be switching channels to watch abit of america's sweethearts with my sis. which i've watched at least 3 times. and i still remember what happened and all. but dang.. i can't be bothered.

i really really hope they'll get the 40 golds.. which was their prediction if im not wrong. really want them to. not really nation pride speaking here.. more of, i don't wanna see this big hoo-haa over why it was a disappointment.. or if it wasn't how everyone fought hard to get the golds. i mean, disappointment happens every now and then, so why keep writing about it? then they'll have some ministers talking about it, how we'll do better next time.. i mean.. seriously!

ok. nevermind about that. *shuts* dum di dum.. did some room spring-cleaning. la la la. proud of myself. and it just felt super good moving all the books to my sister's room/bed. 'cept there're still the old notes belonging to my sis and me left. which my mum got me to keep for the time being.. cause otherwise my sis's room will be in a rather horrible state. which i have to agree with.. though its not like it isn't already. but yep.. me being nice to her, by keeping these things, it's a really rare thing. so i just sort of adviced her to rejoice. while she still can. cause after awhile i'll decide to dump them all over to her when i need to take my sister's jc stuff. *gags*

ok. back to table tennis. they won another set. another gold tonight.. please. >.<

edit: we won! wooohooo!!! =p

the rain poured at 8:10 PM

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Thursday, December 01, 2005

gosh. its a wonder how people change from primary school on to secondary school on to jc. goodness.

ok. so stop before i start some serious gossiping which isn't very good for either party.

i will.. erm.. xun zhao wo de innocent. =p gosh. did i ever mention that i love the dong bang boys??

the rain poured at 6:04 PM

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