Tuesday, February 28, 2006
are you trying to find out how much i like you?do you want to know how much i really love you?
the rain poured at 8:49 PM
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Sunday, February 26, 2006
what's probably been 2 crazy, sleep-deprived, rush here rush there rush everywhere, coming home late, packed schedule weeks are over. and more seem to be coming up. with tests and deadlines added on. somehow, it will pass. i'll live through it. if not completely alive and kicking.. then half alive and crawling. but still alive. but i realize after awhile, you don't have time for so many things, and it gets so hard to get things done that you start to compromise. that's not what i want, but what can i do? and i guess i've been getting moody and basically.. unhappy more often. don't know why. time just seems to fly.. so why am i remaining in this.. mood which was so light centuries ago? hope this makes sense.diary-x died. sort of realized the importance it had been to people after hearing roy speak about it, and late last night.. the discussion with neeti. for now.. i shall just hug blogger. i really need to be more grateful about the things around me. >.<
the rain poured at 12:03 PM
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Friday, February 17, 2006
thanks to the introduction of a new cca in my life, i would like to say that i've begun to take more notice of the pianos in school. which.. just by looking at a couple.. i can safely but sadly conclude that they are in a horrendous state.
who the shit throws curry puffs into pianos?? idiots. no wonder the school's so reluctant about getting new pianos.. i mean the question of whether we have enough funds aside.. but oh well.. the whole discussion about pianos/treatment of pianos and concerts has been quite interesting.. quoting a reply..
'I know that we would like the pianos to be tuned, however, tunning 10 pianos twice a year is not a small sum of money. Moreover, some of the pianos tune and dun tune also no difference. Heat or dun heat also no difference. Half the strings are broken already anyway. '
its relatively sad.. but here's it for you. *shrugs* haha.. but its sort of amusing in a heartache way..
the rain poured at 9:41 PM
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
ok.. i admit to having tweaked the answers ever so slightly. in my defence.. i can only say that i DO like tri-angle. yep yep. ok. about the tweaking of answers, maybe not so slightly. but slightly such that its to changmin in the bahamas. and not micky in a sleigh.. *coughs*.. hero jaejoong in my backyard.. *eh??!* u-know in a shopping mall *whaa...?!* or xiah in his family home *coughs* *erm..... its.... original* >.<
but crap.. why 2019??? nooooooooooooooooooo...
dum dee dum..2016.. but at least its 3 years earlier. oh yes.. and its changmin. sea world. >.< *dies of happiness which will never come true* but a relatively bad one was xiah.. in a parking lot or something. and another was micky in a treehouse. to which i can only say.. erm.... ohkayyyy.
the rain poured at 6:59 PM
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
the best thing to do now is to busy myself.. to let myself drown from everything. then when you're on the verge of death.. that alphabet and the number before it won't matter so much anymore.
the rain poured at 10:46 AM
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Friday, February 10, 2006
worried worried worried. about anything and everything.
and now even dong bang's drive can't cheer me up although i thought i went through worse times than this and lived through them thanks to this song. >.<
dang. i just feel horrible. and no one probably understands except bren.. cause urgh. its relatively screwed.
4 more hours to go.. and whether or not i live till saturday with my head firmly intact on my neck depends on that piece of paper and 2 alphabets/numbers printed on that piece of paper.
the rain poured at 10:36 AM
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worried worried worried. about anything and everything.and now even dong bang's drive can't cheer me up although i thought i went through worse times than this and lived through them thanks to this song. >.<>that. i just feel horrible. and no one probably understands except bren.. cause urgh. its relatively screwed. 4 more hours to go.. and whether or not i live till saturday with my head firmly intact on my neck depends on that piece of paper and 2 alphabets/numbers printed on that piece of paper.
the rain poured at 10:33 AM
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
i guess im really scared of losing it. today's talk just totally got me all scared and worried once again. its just scary.. really scary if you suddenly lose what you've been working towards for such a long long time. and which you've put in so much effort into. and wished so much for. it just scares me. i really don't wanna lose sight of it. im really really scared. crap.
the rain poured at 10:03 PM
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