deja-vu v.2 [ rain... falling in my heart

Friday, December 31, 2004

just a few more hours before 2004 ends. feeling sort of.. nostalgic and what not. maybe nostalgic's not the right word. but.. yar. just those memories passing by. thinking of all the things that have happened this year.

gonna go for some spasticated new year countdown dinner-cum-party thingie at orchard hotel. im not trying to sound snobbish and what not, but personally, i'm really not very interested. much rather stay at home and sit by the window looking at the drizzle. my nostalgic mood thingie might be cause of the rain these few days, but me not wanting to go for the countdown party thing isn't. really. i don't know. but a party.. now? its just weird. and pointless. to me.

it's been raining and raining these few days. yep. i won't be surprised if i start seeing cats and dogs falling from the sky anytime soon now. guess this is the after effects of the whole tsunami thingie? i dunno. *shrugs* just wish things like this wouldn't happen and never happen. estimated death toll of 11,000. imagine the difference it could make in the world. just imagine. i don't know.

i personally think that whenever it rains, it's the heavens crying. they cried during the russian submarine incident. they cried during 911. they're crying nonstop now. here. sometimes, i just wish i could do something to prevent all this from happening. but.. *sigh*

then again, if i can't now.. i will in the future. yep. so now.. i'll concentrate on doing well. ^__^

and on a much happier note, the update for g.i.r.l i.n t.h.e p.o.r.t.r.a.i.t is finally up. finally. on the last day of 2004. there's so much to look back upon.

the rain poured at 7:26 PM

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lalala. finally changed my blog template. hope you guys like this one. found this thanks to lynette. the other lynette that is. =)

so yep. ushering in a new year. sending off the old. wooosh. 2004 was a great year. really. haha.. and may 2005 be a better year or a just as memorable one!

so yep. all the best to everyone! take care!!

the rain poured at 3:03 PM

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ok... results are finally out. jay's gonna be the male lead for my upcoming fic starring opposite hebe. yay!!! haha.

oh yar. was watching happy sunday the other day. then they were showing hsu wei lun's first love thingie and they invited the guy over. then i dunno what happened, cause i watched it only towards the end. but it was something about the guy breaking up with her without giving her an explanation. *rolls up my sleeves* guys... *growls* so anyway, he was super evil lah. like the type who didn't learn from the whole experience and what not. argh. but that's not the main point. then rainie and lin yi chen were among the guest stars there, i think it's cause they were hsu wei jun's friends or something. then while they were telling the whole story and both parties were talking to each other, i guess it was so touching, the two girls started tearing. and they kept dabbing their tears away. oh man. niwae.. point being, if any of you guys saw it, you would have seen lin yi chen's face while she was crying. oh man. she looked like she was hsu wei lun herself lah. and her ku sang de lian. haha. the camera kept zooming in to her and everyone was laughing away while she tried to stop crying. like.. her mouth totally tilts downwards and she has this really really puppy dog look. oh man.

ahhh.. so niwae.. shinhwa's coming to singapore. i heard the news. they posted it on this shinhwa website that a stop at singapore will be a leg of shinhwa's touring. yay!!! dongwann!! haha. really hope i can go for their concert. *grins*

the rain poured at 1:47 PM

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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

ok.. voting time. really didn't want to turn my comments page into a voting station. *thinks of elections* haha. oh well.

so yep. down to business. *puts on a suit and sits at the head of the hugeeeeeeee longgggggg meeting table* haha.

ok.. seriously. yar. cause im planning to have this new fic, after im done with these two, and the female lead will most probably be hebe again. i was thinking about having a unknown female lead.. but oh well. *chucks that idea away* and the problem lies in the guy lead. ok.. criteria.

- able to hate
- looks cold on the surface
- really very vulnerable

so yar. the usual kunda and jay popped up. *shrugs* well.. i can't help it. but then.. jie was suggesting vic... zai zai. he fits into the role lah. but i really need you guys to choose one. cause i gave up choosing myself. =p

yar. so back to the criteria part.. the hating. well, basically he has to be able to have the look and the feel that he hates something to the core. he's bitter and all about it. ya'noe.. the look of cold fury and what not. *imagines* *shudders* ok. that was scary. yar.. and he's like this.. ice king? yar.. cold and all. in a way he's zi bi (keeps to himself). but actually, he's really vulnerable. so yar. i need voting voting voting! equivalent to help help help! so yep.. here are the nominees... *sorry, too much star search and what not*

connnnnnnnntestant number oneeeeeeeee: kunda (xie kunda)

connnnnnnnnntestant number twwwwwwooo: jay chou

connnnnnnnnntestant numberrrrrrr threeeeeeeee: vic zhou yu ming a.k.a zai zai

feel free to nominate anyone else you guys think can fit in the role of this male lead yar? suggestions are gladly accepted! ^_^

and sorry about the surname thingie. i just thought it would sound more.. formal and awards ceremony. *huge sweat drop appears next to the head of the reader* sorrrrrryyyyyyy... *grins*

the rain poured at 6:40 PM

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Monday, December 27, 2004

oh man! thanks all you guys for those tags! love you guys! *feels a warm fuzzy feeling moving up my spine* wahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! thanks sooo much for everything! and kareen... popping by. thought u hardly popped by. thanks soo much!

oh yar! i don't think i'll be able to do much updating now. school work. haven't exactly been doing it. and about time for me to start fulfilling my senior duties.

oh.. and besides working on my fic. my other work which i've been doing awhile ago. finally!

the rain poured at 9:37 PM

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Sunday, December 26, 2004

shu wei was sooooo cute just now. talked on and on and on until people wanted to cut him off. haha. didn't get a chance to hear the rest. or maybe they weren't even at the same place then. even xiao zhu was trying to cut him off. so yeah...

i've been waiting for tonight since i first heard the news. but, energy just didn't come. yar. caught in some storm in beijing. there's something wrong with the weather nowadays. like i was willing to bear with all the cold in korea.. just to see the snow. but guess what? it doesn't snow. great. ok. shan't go on anymore.

yes.

i'm disappointed. really disappointed.

but. what can i do? they weren't exactly obliged to come. it's part of charity.

i guess i really wanted to see them. but oh well. nevermind then. its just... just feeling.. disappointed.

the rain poured at 10:01 PM

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just read some stuff just now. and basically im just feeling a single, pathetic emotion now. yep. one word. pissed.

ok. but then again, maybe not pissed. just feeling a little weird now. like.. some people expect me to treat them in a certain way, do certain things for them, but they just don't seem to do these things for me when i wish they could. i don't know. maybe they think i'm like this. or others think i behave this way. i don't know.

but then again, if i do, just tell me k. cause if i have, yep, you guys could put it this way. i've got a taste of it. and its bad. so just tell me alright. i don't know why i'm feeling this way. but oh well. so yar. you guys get the point right.

it's just that, u guys really mean lots to me. although i might forget stuff about you guys here and there or i might take ages to reply you guys online, i really hope you all understand. i don't know. maybe some people don't think so, but that's what i feel.

guess that's the result of a series of Q&A i had with myself. just sort of.. erm.. reflection for the year? the teachers in school love making us do reflections. urgh.

but oh well. shoo away with all that horrible feeling. yours truly has the tendency to feel insecure. it's just.. me. yar. so sorry.

finally got down to gamesssss of minesweeper flags with nings. yay!!! haha. and im missing yen. come back soon yar girl?? *huggies huggies huggies pampers*

the rain poured at 5:00 PM

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wheeeeeeee! happy boxing day to everyone!!! *a whole pile of presents fall from the ceiling that very moment on u guys!* haha....

boo! and i updated g.i.r.l i.n t.h.e p.o.r.t.r.a.i.t!!! it wasn't exactly a very happy update but oh well. i had to. and im totally stuck for my other fic. urgh. but nvm.. shall try to clear that problem asap. and i got the inspiration for this really really short fic while i was away. but guess i'll wait till i finish one fic or both my fic before i start on it. maybe i should be thinking about working on a single fic at a time. maybe it'll be better. *shrugs*

but anywayyy, merry christmas and boxing day and happy new year and chinese new year to all you guys! doing a super advanced greeting first. *grins* everyone take care!

the rain poured at 9:55 AM

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Friday, December 24, 2004

ok. i changed my bg music to chun zhen. yep. im in THAT mood now. i miss everyone. i really miss you guys sooo much. i wish yen could call me really soon. but then again, i'll most probably break down when i hear her voice.

sort of recovering now. i miss nings too. wish everyone could come online now. then i can get down to a nice game of minesweeper flags with nings if she makes it out alive of the bukit timah hill of huggies huggies pampers. ok. i won't be that evil. but there'll be lots and lots of huggies huggies huggies pampers. boo. i miss u guys so much.

ok. shan't be so shao xing. guess i'll go change my blog music now. universal love coming up guys!

the rain poured at 2:35 PM

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Thursday, December 23, 2004

im backkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok... but honestly... i dun look as enthu as i sound. yep. like leaning back against my chair in front of the comp table with a half-dead look. yar.

sorry guys. sort of felt horrible while i was on the plane. and minutes after my foot landed on singapore for the first time in the last few days, i started puking. yep. and i've been to the toilet at least 10 times since i reached home. really really not ok.

yar... so guess i won't exactly be able to update much. feeling totally urgh. really really sorry about my updates. apologize apologize. urgh. keep feeling like something's coming up my tummy the whole time. gotta go first.

back. once again, back after bending in front of the stupid toilet bowl with the horrible urge to puke but nothing comes out. argh. so sorry guys. really really sorry.

the rain poured at 1:01 PM

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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

just wanted to post this before i go. my dad forwarded it to me and its supposed to be for those people who're having a bad day. *shrugs*

When four of Santa's elves got sick, the trainee elves did not produce toys as fast as the regular ones, and Santa began to feel the pre-Christmas pressure.

Then Mrs. Claus told Santa her Mother was coming to visit, which stressed Santa even more.

When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two others had jumped the fence and were out, Heaven knows where.

Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the floorboards cracked, the toy bag fell to the ground and all the toys were scattered.
So, frustrated, Santa went in the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum.

When he went to the cupboard, he discovered the elves had drunk all the cider and hidden the liquor.

In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider jug, and it broke into hundreds of little glass pieces all over the kitchen floor.

He went to get the broom and found the mice had eaten all the straw off the end of the broom.

Just then the doorbell rang, and irritated Santa marched to the door, yanked it open, and there stood a little angel with a great big Christmas tree. The angel said very cheerfully, "Merry Christmas, Santa. Isn't this a lovely day? I have a beautiful tree for you. Where would you like me to stick it?"

And so began the tradition of the little angel on top of the Christmas tree.

so yar.. take care everyone. jie... nings [ my huggies huggies huggies pampers and minesweeper flags partner ] yen... nattay... angie... the two mels... everyone and anyone else! love you guys!

the rain poured at 1:53 PM

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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

i just finished updating w.o.r.d.s f.r.o.m t.h.e h.e.a.r.t! yay for meeeeeee!!!

new phrases i came up with today which i like. firstly... cutie hottie pokie. yep. it's to be used for guys who are cute.. - duh - hot - du-uh - and pokie. ok. pokie needs some explanation. let's see. those guys either give u the pokey kind of feeling. or their hair's pokey. pokey hair's basically spiked up hair. lots of guys have pokey hair now. which is also spiked up hair. make that almost all guys. except for those botak - nicely said.. bald - guys. who had no hair to speak of. *blabbers on and on* and pokey feeling. erm.. depends on person to person. yep yep. sorry for the explanation which wasn't much of an explanation.

and the second one's... bitsy piecesy. yep. came from bits and pieces. but i decided to change it into bitsy piecesy. bitsy's quite easy to pronounce. bit-see. bit-see. yep. as for piecesy. its something like.. piece-ses-see. yep. i think. i hope. i dunno. but since i 'invented' it.. it's officially pronounced as piece-ses-see. yep yep.

oh! those are the two new phrases from just today!!! yay! oh yar. and from now on... huggies huggies huggies pampers - no fixed number of huggies before the pampers - is copyrighted by yours truly! yep yep. i mean.. ok. besides the brand. but when u guys wanna use it to mean the action of wrapping your arms around someone usually as a sign of affection, it's flouting my copyright rules. and that's badddd. yep. well, ok. most people can use it. people like nings can... cause im always huggies huggies huggies pampers-ing her. so she has to huggies huggies huggies pampers me back. oh.. and erm.. basically lots of people are allowed to use it too. but they don't seem to use it... yet. but nvm. they will... soon.

yep. so what i was trying to say, before i lost track of it myself, is that u guys are allowed to use the above terms. freely... i guess.. but if not... be prepared to get a letter from my lawyer! *wags finger threateningly* as long as you guys don't claim that u invented it. unless u really did. before me that is. and basically, don't flout my copyright rules. huggies huggies huggies pampers to those who don't. ^__^ and those who do... well... they can forget about ever being a cutie hottie pokie and they'll become bitsy and piecesy after i find out and take action.

haha. ok. pure madness. but i may just mean what i said. so there!

i haven't packed at all!! *freaks out* shucks. better get starteddddddddd~~~ or i can be prepared to have my hands and legs drop off in addition to my nose and ears *wails* which im quite very sure will drop off. *zooms off.. crying*

the rain poured at 1:47 PM

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ah. came across a couple of nice templates actually. but i dunno. im quite fine with my present one. plus im too lazy to change it. yep. im just pure lazy when it comes to certain things. it's a wonder i haven't been to lazy to even wanna breathe. yep. oh well.

i'll start working on my w.o.r.d.s f.r.o.m t.h.e h.e.a.r.t update now. and hopefully if im able to, i'll post it by latest tomorrow. if not, well, i'll just have to wait till i get back.

actually, i should be changing my blog bg music about now. but im not exactly in the christmas mood yet. sigh. guess i'll just change it tmr. before i leave. love all u guys. feel free to flood my tag board and comments page while im away! flooding will be greatly appreciated. *bows*

the rain poured at 9:26 AM

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Monday, December 13, 2004

another update! for g.i.r.l i.n t.h.e p.o.r.t.r.a.i.t!!! yep! haha.. suspense. cliff hanger. im not being evil. but it's just.. necessary.

yep. i'll be leaving for korea on wednesday. night. and that means i don't get to watch the daniel wu and miriam yeung comedy on channel 8 next sunday! argh!!!! *bangs my head on the wall* why is it that they just have to show it when im away? and not forgetting that i missed princess-d on sunday!!! argh!!! *bangs my head some more on the wall and faints*

*gets up with a huge bandage on my forehead* it's so unfair. *sulks* bleugh. oh well. *slouches* guess i better go work on my other updates. *sulks even more* and.. could i mention that korean money looks like those hell notes? i mean the 10,000 ones. no offence. just speaking the truth. oh yar! and im planning to try out for assistant coach at akltg. yep. so that'll mean not so free holidays from now on. if i get in that is.

love all u guysssssss!!!!

the rain poured at 1:02 AM

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Friday, December 10, 2004

yep. so anyway, today, went k-boxing. craziness. we got like the biggest room in toa payoh lorh. i was there with what... 13 juniors? 13 is bad enough. make it 13, crazy, hyper, loud, jumping juniors who were making a racket. yep. oh man. it was ultimate madness. and i would like to point out that nattay is one abusing junior! yep. i had an injury and u kept stepping on my foot! and when i went home.. it was... gross. shan't go into further detail. evil evil nattay. oh! yen, if u read this, tell nattay to read it too k? but dun link me yar? this goes out to all juniors. and the welcome gift i got from darling nattay was a 'tickle' which was more like an attempt to shove her fingers through my ribs and if she can.. break them before puncturing my vital internal organs! hRUmPh! oh well. so it was quite kkkkrazy. yep. k-crazy. not c-razy. k. yep. i dunno why. k-box... k-razy? *muses* oh! and guests and the staff kept staring at us through the glass door that we kept having to check if they were around. ok. i don't blame them. with those crazy girls singing stuff like tian mi mi, do re mi and christmas carols at the top of their voices inside. and screaming into the mics when jolin appears. or s.h.e....

so nattay went on to be evil to me through out. poor yen. she'll have to bear with her till sec 4. =p take care girl! and lyn-abuser nattay smartly lost her wallet and didn't know it until her mother called and scolded her. >p so we had to go to lorong 8 to get it. and we walked like shit before we realized we were going the wrong direction. smart lah. i know i was whining all the way there. so yep. sorry to all u guys. i was really beat.

so went with isa, yen, nattay and *ahem* jielun tai tai to the mrt station. actually, went with them to the police post to get nattay's wallet also. nattay! reminder! go call that old woman arh! that's my good girl! yep. haha. so we were being lame and stupid and crazy in the train. haha.. what with me and jielun tai tai using the camera phones to take pictures of each other at the same time. haha. sorry.. i just have to use jielun tai tai. im just too amused.

so left isa and jielun tai tai on the train before going to kino. after a butt-smacking incident at orchard mrt. i was innocent for that one lah! it was yen and nattay at first, and i dunno how i was pulled into it. so blah. i can only pick up my book after a month. a month! goodness. but nvm. it's worth the wait! yep.

and jie! jia you!!! haha.. saw u today! but honestly, u look older than in ur pics. but oh well. and... dun slouch while working k? i learnt that it'll only make u feel more tired and bored and unhappy. so paste *with super glue.. the elephant type* a HUGE grin on ur face everyday during work yar? it's supposed to help. trust me. coming from someone who really wants to be a psychologist. *grins* and when u're feeling bored... just imagine huggies huggies huggies pampers falling from the ceiling above u to form a mountain which totally covers you. and each one of them's from everyone around you who care for you! yep!

oh yar! before i leave for korea.. remind me to change my blog music to universal love. its the most christmas-y song i have which is chinese and i like. yep. though usually i try to use songs which fit my blog template. yar. but oh well. po li yi ci ba. though it'll be a little early, like even before the christmas carols are being played on the streets of orchard, i have to. otherwise i'll only be able to change it on the 23rd. which i personally find a little too late.

and k-box was freaking cold. goodness. if i can't take the cold there, i have absolutely no idea how i'll survive korea. that's it. im coming back in a huge ice cube. or with my nose, lips and ears detached from my face. sigh.

the rain poured at 8:54 PM

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Thursday, December 09, 2004

i dunno why im blogging about this. but i really really really think that daniel wu and the actor who plays ah-nan in xi lin men II are really cute. honest.

daniel wu. i dunno... it was after i watched this show they were showing on channel 8. starring him and miriam yeung qian hua. he's just.. cute. *melts* yep.

and as for ah-nan. he's the loan shark guy in xi lin men II. oh! and if anyone know what's the real name of the actor who played ah-nan and have his pics.. could you guys send it to me? thanks!ok.. although he doesn't exactly have HUGE parts for the show i just sort of liked him. i think he was some star search finalist person. not very sure. and although in the show he's quite dumb and rough and all... but he's just sooo sweet to jia qian. yep. haha.. dream guy. if they ever exist. but then again, like it's ever possible. blah.

they're the two only guys who im totally gaa-gaa about after seeing them on tv. besides the malaysian guy who played gao han in di ba hao dang pu. his name.. i have it somewhere. but too lazy to go find out. oh well. they're super duper sweet. if only they were really like that in life. i have no idea about this part. but its not very likely i guess. but then again... out of reach. yar. oh well...

a little day-dreaming and fantasy's quite nice once in awhile. la la la.

the rain poured at 9:01 PM

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Wednesday, December 08, 2004

yay! another update for g.i.r.l i.n t.h.e p.o.r.t.r.a.i.t done. ok... its short. but its needed. yar.. so sorry.

anyway, to jie.. to add on to my reply. love all you guys! yep. i miss every single one of you k! i really do! really really! pian ni mei qian na de. and when i go to korea... i'll miss every single one of you. honest. i always do! yep. and.. take care k.. everyone? love allllllllllll of you guys. *huggies huggies huggies pampers*

the rain poured at 11:53 AM

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Tuesday, December 07, 2004

oh great. first.. i saw something i shouldn't be watching. especially now. then, just when i was about to finish blogging, i accidentally pressed i dunno what key and the whole entry just disappeared. great. i love the world the whole loves me.

sigh. so anyway, as i was saying in my entry-which-is-floating-somewhere-in-the-world-wide-web-but-not-appearing-in-this-posting-box, i watched the yi shi jie mv. just when i decided to get down to my w.o.r.d.s f.r.o.m t.h.e h.e.a.r.t update. smart me. so i was randomly clicking on the search bar for the mv. and the first thing i clicked, it showed the female lead lying on the bed, erm.. let's just say, beckoning to kunda. then he moved towards her. a little too eagerly if u ask me. and the next thing i see is the two of them rolling on the bed. urgh! wrong thing to see when i was thinking about having a small part of my update on kunda. great. *covers my eye* see no evil. do no evil. write no evil. post no evil.

oh! and nings's back!!! yay!!! *huggies huggies huggies pampers drop from somewhere in the sky onto earth and everyone gets buried under a pile of huggie pampers! early xmas presents!* haha. so now i guess she's still busy trying to catch up with the updates. and jie started working today. lonely me. but nvm.. i shall get down to writing my update manually again. and my hols hw. which i keep wanting to start on but just can't get down to it. procrastination is bad. it's evil. shucks. ok. im gonna start on it. i will start on it. i must start on it.

i think i really am losing readers. im quite very certain about that. but nevermind! i shall keep working on my updates! work work work! yep!

the rain poured at 5:22 AM

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Monday, December 06, 2004

haha.. just watched the last episode of mi jia le. oh man. i didn't know yuan chang was actually in the show. i mean besides the short footages of him lah. oh well. and the ng parts were super cute! especially shu wei. haha.. he loves to shuai. goodness.. and they even went on to count how many times he rolled on the ground. like.. he's at the side, waiting to fall. and they have this small text box thingie which goes sth like..

jue de ying gai shuai le.

he falls. then...

da le x number of gun-s.

oh man! haha... he was like after the first time he fell, which was when they were at the pub. and ghost went to challenge him. then ghost did some move and he flew back and fell against those chairs. then he was like.. cong na ci shuai dao guo hou, wo jiu ai shang - or was it hen xi huan - shuai dao. oh man. but cute. haha.

and yuan chang. he's was really cute especially when they showed the ng-s for the last episode. haha. oh man oh man. and niu nai danced mi jia le zhi wu for hero cause the director liked the way he danced!

and... the time when bao bei was hanging in the air. and they had to fix some board on her back so that she would seem like she was in this trance and was floating in the air. so they had some problems and the technical crew were fixing it up. and the rest were so bored, ah di was sleeping, and niu nai, shu wei and even the director - gasp - having some kinda competition seeing who could jump further. standing broad jump. -.-

i remember reading some report about energy competing with each other in terms of those physical stuff, like how high they can jump, how far they can jump and what not.

ok. this whole thing's practically all about energy. im sorry. *grins* haha. just love watching them! and shu wei's sooooooo cute! especially when he was helping to hold the mic, and kept being lame. haha.

sorry sorry. so anywayyyyyy, thy shalt updateth my other fics when thy has the time to. ok. my shakespeare speak totally sucks. till then, farewell! blah.

the rain poured at 8:21 AM

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Sunday, December 05, 2004

yay! i finally updated w.o.r.d.s f.r.o.m t.h.e. h.e.a.r.t!! yep. a crazy 9 pages. 3676 words. yep. it's nine pages with three thousand six hundred and seventy-six words. haha. it seems like going back to primary school maths where we had to write out those numbers in word form and numerical form and what not.

enjoy! the update for g.i.r.l i.n t.h.e p.o.r.t.r.a.i.t is like i said, ready. typed and saved into the computer. just waiting for me to post it. it'll be up soon. i've gotta work on my hols hw now. i am sooooooo dead. like i said, i haven't even touched it. save taking it out of my file and throwing it on my bed. goodness. *smacks my forehead*

the rain poured at 1:52 PM

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im so so so so so so sorry for not updating. i started on it but i just can't seem to finish it. or even continue! *throws my hands up in the air in despair*

too many things to finish. and ok, it's partially my fault, but i just got hooked onto this book. i've been reading it over and over and over again. it's just... wow. yep. wow. wow-ly gorgeous. the plot. the words. everything! its just.. gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous.

im in love.

with that book. im gonna search every bookstore and buy this book! no matter what it takes! yep. the power of love. *lovesick sigh* so yep. just can't get enough of it. i think i'll go read it again. its just so.. tempting! sigh...

okok. i'll go work on my update too yar? *grins hopefully* but honestly, i think i am losing readers!

the rain poured at 2:06 AM

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Friday, December 03, 2004

i know i know. im not updating. actually, the update for g.i.r.l i.n t.h.e p.o.r.t.r.a.i.t has long been written out. manually. and i just typed it out recently.

BUT. BUT. BUT. i wanna do my update for w.o.r.d.s f.r.o.m t.h.e h.e.a.r.t first. its not exactly going on very well. but im still trying. and im convinced im losing readers. sigh. depression. blah.

the rain poured at 4:42 AM

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