deja-vu v.2 [ rain... falling in my heart

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

ahhhhh! i love the uncle from the give shop. at far east basement. he rocks. like.. tohtalley.

haha. my first impression of him was this totally gruff guy who's always in a bad mood. but it totally changed.. like 180 degrees change, after yesterday. he's the nicest, hippest - for his age - guy. he managed to withstand me asking over and over and over and over again whether the two types of energy posters were the only ones he had left. asked him that on friday.. bugged him again yesterday when i went with rh and neeti. and just as i was about to go home, dejected once again, i spied the very poster i wanted, hidden behind some racks. almost died of happiness. so the problem then was, whether or not the uncle is willing to sell it to me. as they say in shows, money isn't a problem. qian, bu shi wen ti.

not that im rich. just that.. i'll do ANYTHING for that poster. so yep.. begged the uncle. almost cried on the spot. and he finally gave in!!! i think he thinks im a totally crazy fan of theirs. to even want a poster that's been up on the wall for ages, and is scotch-taped to it. so there'll be a considerable amount of damage done to it. and he agreed. so niceeeeeeeeeeeee!! *hugs the uncle*

haha. ok. point being, that uncle rocks. majorly. period. and im now the proud owner of the last copy of that energy poster.

but after all that emotional rollercoaster and begging for that single poster, what's it doing in my house? basically.. rotting in my cupboard behind my op and converse and basically.. baggy tops [ which are on its right ] behind my darling berms [ which are on its left ] and below my jeans, and more formal tops. plus my ---------. ok. nevermind about that. *zips*

oh well. can't bear to have it up anywhere. shall just take it out from time to time to admire it. and the last time i ever admired all the posters that i have was.. 2 years ago? oh well.. =p

the rain poured at 1:44 PM

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Monday, May 30, 2005

my heart's breaking. seriously breaking. jay didn't win anything!! again!! *sobs* currently feeling very very bad for him. sigh. but niwae.. i just downloaded this video of him and wang lee hom. cause of the rivalry thingie, they wanted to clear the air. so each praised each other. haha.. they sounded so.. formal. at least jay did. then jay sang wei yi after which lee hom sang hei se you mo. but both didn't get the best male performer. jay said it doesn't matter. sigh. heartbreak. heartbreak. total.. complete heartbreak.

but.. as i've said countless times, jay just has to know that he has tonnes and tonnes of adoring fans out there, who find him worthy of any and every award under the sky. so there. and he just needs to know that his fans adore and appreciate the hard work and effort that he put into the production of each album, and he'll probably feel better. i hope? the awards thingie.. i dunno.. i just view it as a kinda confirmation of the work he put in i guess.

sigh. but that doesn't stop my heart from aching.

and i think i lost all my readers. hardly anyone seems to be commenting. *another gash appears on my bleeding heart*

the rain poured at 9:39 AM

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

another im-bored-and-i-have-nothing-better-to-do-or-maybe-i-do-but-i-can't-be-bothered-to-do-it entry.

wheee! people from france and south africa are visiting this blog!! and thailand too!! *jumps for joy* haha.. im crazy. ok. shall go work on my report.. representing.. *coughs* the ministry of education. gosh.. they give us the most interesting roles for pts.

oh. and jing qu jiang was last night. lotsa people didn't turn up.. but lotsa people did turn up too. well.. lotsa people being.. how should i put it? let's see. yep. jay chou's enough to be counted as lotsa people. =p ok. there were other artistes too.. but its JAY CHOU. who didn't get anything the last time. but oh well.. hou pei cen's emceeing or presenting an award or.. *gesticulates wildly* SOMETHING.

the rain poured at 5:11 PM

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*dons my newsboy cap* extra! extra! come get it today! extra! extra!

ok. that was relatively lame. =p

point being.. energy's zui xin zhu da ge.. tian yu di. here's the link. you guys should be able to download it.. just right click and "save target as". it isn't exactly very clear. ok. make that.. it isn't clear. but oh well.. you can hear the "ai ni.. ai ni.. ai ni.. ai niiii.." so i guess that's enough. =p haha.. oh well.. i guess it needs a little getting used to. looking forward to watching them dance to this.. la la la...

later: oops. ok. just tested it out. you guys may not be able to download it. maybe.. maybe not. im not sure. aie. but anyway, *coughs* interested parties, please leave a tag at my tagboard with your email address or if i know you, there's no need to, and just let me know. =) the file's quite small so it shouldn't be a problem sending it..

the rain poured at 10:45 AM

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

wahhhhhhhh! this is the ultimate sadness. ultimate. read this fic.. songs of love. the ah di pian. chapter 8 to chapter 11. it started out.. ok.. nothing much. but the ending.. oh my gosh. you guys have to read it. a must-read. *returns to reading that sad sad fic*

later: oops. sorry. its from chapter 8 to 11. not 10. oops. in too crazy a rush. didn't realize there was another chapter. oh well. it didn't end as a tragedy. phew. but chapter 10 was totally sad. ultimate sadness..

the rain poured at 10:23 AM

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wheeeee! i updated w.o.r.d.s f.ro.m t.h.e h.e.a.r.t. finally! haha.. though it was rather rushed.. i thought it's relatively good. *grins indulgently* haha. la la la. quite a heart-breaking chapter i should think, but oh well. you guys want kunda and hebe to be back together what.. so zax sort of has to sacrifice himself.. for now that is. so don't complain. =p ok.. gonna meet bren later to help with scarf-tying.. good luck to all those people out there who're going for pga! you guys can do it! jia you! =)

the rain poured at 9:28 AM

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Friday, May 27, 2005

im heartbroken. its gone now. gone. goneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. *wails*

the totally gorgeous energy poster. it just slipped me by. just like that. goneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. *continues wailing* im totally broken. devastated. im a broken person.

niwae.. saw a nice book. shall buy it by monday to get inspiration to update. =p

the rain poured at 7:51 PM

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Monday, May 23, 2005

woah. haha.. its quite fun when u look at the countries which people who visit your blog are coming from.

recovered from my fever. hopefully it doesn't decide that it's in a bad mood and wants to come back tomorrow while im in school. seriously keeping my fingers crossed. and whenever i use my home comp to go to my blog, im somehow still stuck at 15th may. the entry where i stomp about like a caveman.

ok. back to serious stuff. well, im halfway through my update. but not done yet. i have no idea what's with me nowadays. guess i really need to find the time to update. and my blog entries are starting to make less and less sense. i think i type relatively fast. which is something im proud and happy about myself. *pauses* =)

change of blog bg music cause i finally managed to upload the shinhwa song.. angel. enjoy. i'll think of uploading the mv soon if you guys really wanna see it. or you guys can try searching for it and watching. very lit.. hidden meanings and all. cheem mv. but nice. *thumbs-up*

later: ok. i realized why its stuck at the 15th may entry. cause i didn't blog since then. except for today. oops? =p nevermind. back to nice blog music. *quickly changes the subject*

the rain poured at 2:51 PM

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Sunday, May 15, 2005

i think my blog template's working again. *inhales* *squeals*

oops.

*resumes my caveman growling as i stomp around*

the rain poured at 11:50 AM

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taken from the papers last sunday:

"rgs girls, i tell you, they're damn weird. they cheer like men - not girly men - cavemen!!"

*smirks*

*controls laughter*

ok. yes. that was the weirded newspaper article which adds on to the list of articles which feature something about rgs girls and their weirdness in it. oh well.. just for everyone's amusement. *growls like a caveman from pre-historic times*

note: to anyone who still has the entire article.. could you send it to me or something? cause i think my maid left it somewhere. where i can't find it. so if you still have it.. send it to me will ya? *grins*

the rain poured at 11:25 AM

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Friday, May 13, 2005

enough tears.

the rain poured at 7:49 PM

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

tomorrow's friday the 13th. D-day. great.

we're getting back our ss, bio and chem papers. just great. sigh. oh yar.. shall post up a certain newspaper article some time soon.

die die die.

the rain poured at 5:31 PM

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

sorry. just a short short post. erm.. any f4 fics on winglin to recommend? really wanna find a few nice ones for now. recommendations.. any? just leave the urls at my tagboard. or fics' comment page. whichever. thanks lots.

the rain poured at 6:49 PM

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people from hungary are visiting my blog. *gulps* erm.. but.. hi anyway! *waves*

ok. i was soooo wrong to think that everything would slow down after the EOIs. guess what i have now? 2 more projects.. a.k.a performance tasks.

yay!

sigh. sorry.. so that might mean a delay in updates. its been like.. what? lightyears since i last updated? *smacks self*

the rain poured at 6:37 PM

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Sunday, May 08, 2005

wheeeeeee!! the exams are finally over. yay!! wheeeeeeeee!! wooot!! ou xiang jus and updating fics time!! la la la.

just started watching qiang wei zhi lian. la la la.. kui kui kui.. he's super duper ultra mega i-dunno-how-else-to-say-it cute. or rather.. he totally amuses me. la la la. *grins* kui!!! *grins somemore* *doesn't stop grinning*

erm.. besides that.. let's see. erm.. ba li lian ren? nice nice show. just that i ended up watching the sad sad parts. :( ok. shall see where i can download it from. or buy the vcd.

oh yar. madama butterfly was quite nice. the effects and lightings and what not.

oh. and one thing i really really really don't get. what's with guys and recommending movies they've just watched? i mean.. whether or not i bring up the topic and whether or not i seem interested?

the rain poured at 5:11 PM

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Thursday, May 05, 2005

did i mention? i love maths. la la la. trigo.. double angel formula.. differentiation. haha. ok. maybe not so much of trigo but oh well. and yes.. we happen to be doing double angel formula.. or compound angel formula as some might call it. although it's only gonna be included in the 'o' level syllabus in 2007. but oh well.. what can you do when you have a school like mine? sadness. but then again.. its quite fun to look at the look of shock and surprise.. and maybe even horror on some jc guys' faces when they realize that we know double angel formula. and we know how to do the questions they don't. ha! im evil. ok. shall shut up before people start killing me and leaving hate-tags - is there such a word? - on my tagboard. *zooms off*

meanwhile.. my template's still not functioning properly. *growls* *roars*

the rain poured at 4:31 PM

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Sunday, May 01, 2005

ok. im sick and tired of typing and re-typing my entries over and over again. that's it. gonna mug after im done with this one. last one. if it screws up.. too bad. *shrugs*

so niwae. got the les choristes ost. which means new blog bg music. just a short one to gush about the lead actor. well.. not the lead really. but one of them. by the way.. he was also the lead soprano soloist for the french choir he was in. Les Petites Chanteus de Saint-Marc. here's a pic of him. yep. hugeeeeeee eyes. like dongwan. *melts*

haha. yep. so guess that's about all. blogger better not screw up. *crosses fingers*

later: great. i just knew it would screw up. thank goodness there's something called copy and paste. urgh.

the rain poured at 5:35 PM

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