deja-vu v.2 [ rain... falling in my heart

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

la la la. and there are.. 50 people online now on my list. but *coughs* nice nice ren hui wants to compare with me. she says she has a hundred people on her list who are online now.

*rolls eyes*

beeeeeeeeeeeegggggggggggg deal.

*sulks*

*makes a face at her*

haha.. im in my dinosaur mood now. niwae.. yay! sakari tagged! never imagined that she would. or anyone from the forum. but niwae.. dinosaur-mood me shall now do my best to promote the forum. the link's.. here.

yep. the.. here. which is now white. which makes it transparent. but niwae.. just go visit it and join yar? trust me. its really a great place to post and everything. *grins* yep.. didn't really believe it at first.. but this thing's becoming addictive.

i know.. although my number of posts don't exactly reflect my enthusiasm.. but.. considering my crazily busy suicide-tempting schedule.. i should say its quite good already. ah..

so basically.. just follow these few steps...

1. click on the link

2. wait for the page to load.. - patience -

3. go to register - if you guys aren't members yet-

4. and once you're done.. wait for the page to load once again

5. go to your email inbox and activate your account.. or confirm it. whichever. you should know the procedure.

6. return to the window for the forum and click on main.

7. wait again for the page to load. - though seriously.. it doesn't take very long. im just talking crap. which the forum allows.. another wonderful thing about it -

8. best place to start.. go to introduce yourself and..

9. yep. just introduce yourself. if you really follow me all the way until this step.. please state that you know me or sth yar? im there as dejavu. *grins*

10. and keep posting. there are a thousand and one topics you guys can post at. and join the clans! yep yep.

hey! it ended on a nice nice 10. step 10. haha.. wheeeeeeeeeee.

ok. crap. totally got too caught up in this promotion that i forgot about *quotes* post-project reflections.. as stated by my word document which is sadly blank except for these t-h-r-e-e bolded underlined words. which sadly are not italicised. because it wouldn't exactly be fitting for a reflection heading. yep. but nevermind.

so yep. seriously! give it a try! and keep posting! *grins* its really nice. so yep. gotta go for reflections. la la la. take care everyone.

and sadly.. i didn't get to experience the tremors last night. but oh well. i think i might have. *shrugs* just woke up at 12 plus. don't know. thank goodness the casualties aren't that bad this time.. despite the magnitude of the whole thing on the richter scale. *closes eyes and wishes that everyone takes care and is safe and yep.. happy*

the rain poured at 10:17 PM

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Monday, March 28, 2005

woah. 57 online. and still counting. haha.. rs really.. erm.. brings people together? on msn that is. and although almost everyone from our level's not exactly talking to each other but they're online because they're.. on the comp. yep. or if they're talking to each other, its just asking each other how they're doing or SOS. yep.

haha. oh well. crazy crazy. can't be bothered though. thank goodness im done with my part. phew.

but then again. its just the end of the beginning. of horror. and terror. and mad rushing. crap. *plomps down on the floor to catch my breath*

ah oh well. ok. what am i doing online? bah. better go pack my bag. take care everyone! good luck with all the tests and what not!

the rain poured at 9:10 PM

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Sunday, March 27, 2005

crazy people. crazy school. bah humbug.

im angry. ok. not angry. stressed. blah.

im being sarcastic all over again! yay! isn't that just so nice.

ok. this is not making any sense i realized.

so anyway, once again.. i'll be really really really busy until the end of the year. i think. i hope. [ meaning it could be worse.. -freak them- ] shall not be so pissed to the extent of using another word which coincidentally begins with f though it really... IS very tempting. but nevermind. peaceeeeeeeeeee. ohmmmmmmmmmmmm. *meditates* erm.. abstinence? =p

so anyway, that means hardly any updates. unless i get to update during the hist-lit uk-france trip thingie. but then again.. r law has sort of promised us that it is totally.. mission impossible: doing anything besides the work we're supposed to do during uk-france hist-lit trip. so yep.

and there're a thousand and one things due this week. or happening this week. but freaky me hasn't prepared for them. ah sigh.

ah.. goal for this year: to come up with a list [ including pictures if possible ] of all the guys i think are cute. seriously, with the recent addition of changmin, who take my word, is TOTALLY drool-able material and absolutely hot.. therefore, topping my list of cute-guys if not for the existence of a certain dongwan... *takes a deep breath*

i really need to start a list. and you guys can then see how cute each and everyone of them are. oh my goodness.. changmin. *enters fantasy land* dongwannnnnn...

note for those who are beginning to roll their eyes OR are.. well.. too young [ if possible ]: this is totally a case of raging hormones. excuse me for that.

the rain poured at 4:45 PM

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

changed my blog music. new song by jj lin jun jie. sad sad song lyrics again. i decided to change the song after darling su's 'complain'. am i nice or am i nice?

niwae.. here's the intro to the song..

《一千年以后》采用倒述的故事演绎方式，前奏就是结局。当编号89757的机器人1000年以后醒来转变成真人后，却发现深爱的女主人早已经不在。一场时空的旅行，在冰冻的世界中，什么都不存在，惟有爱在心中。在《一千年以后》中，不论是对情感的释放还是唱腔的把握上，我们能明显感觉到JJ林俊杰的蜕变，一改《江南》略显羞涩的情感宣泄与《会读书》中乖乖仔的形象，呈现出男人特有的质感，表达出理性的思考方式。“放任无奈，淹没尘埃，我在废墟之中守着你走来，因为在一千年以后，世界早已没有我，无法深情挽着你的手，浅吻着你额头……”，成熟的JJ林俊杰在琼瑶似的浪漫中，挥洒自如的诉说千年不忘的爱情传说。

and here's the song lyrics.

一千年以后

歌手:林俊杰专辑:编号 89757

作词:李瑞洵作曲:林俊杰

心跳乱了节奏
梦也不自由
爱时的绝对承诺不说
沉到一千年以后
放任无奈淹没尘埃
我在废墟之中守着你走来
我的泪光承载不了
所有一切你要的爱

因为在一千年以后
世界早已没有我
无法深情挽着你的手
浅吻着你额头

别等到一千年以后
所有人都遗忘了我
那时红色黄昏的沙漠
能有谁解开刹那千年的寂寞

there's another more.. upbeat song from the album also. but i can't find it yet. so yep.. new blog music will mean that i found it. if its a fast song that is. if you pay attention, the lyrics for the other song are quite meaningful also.

later: ok. i just changed the chinese characters to large. but i don't know why. in a totally grumpy grumpy evil mood now. pms-ing probably. feel like changing it back to normal. don't like big words. but normal's too.. small? argh. niwae.. shall see how later on. blah.

slightly later: oh.. i think i haven't mentioned this before. yesterday, i decided that i wanna be a dinosaur.

and a gangster too.

the rain poured at 2:50 PM

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Sunday, March 20, 2005

yay! i finally updated! *grins proudly* yep.. after ages. niwae.. since i won't exactly have to go to school next week, so i'll probably make use of that time to update whenever i can and whenever inspiration flows.

so meanwhile, check out w.o.r.d.s f.r.o.m t.h.e h.e.a.r.t and r.a.i.n for my updated chapters! comments will be greatly appreciated! thanks!

the rain poured at 5:18 PM

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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

uh oh. someone's stepped onto someone else's foot. touchy touchy time again.

sigh. i don't know why.. but i suddenly feel like winglin's quite an.. unsafe place? like.. you could end up being criticized and scolded and bemeaned and.. brought down hard by someone.. just *snap* like that. either that.. or just somehow or another, you end up angering someone.. intentional or not. sigh. freaky.

niwae.. ok. i know i really should be updating soon. march hols are approaching. so yep.. just bear with no-updates for now yar? and.. keep my tagboard alive meanwhile? *hopeful look*

there's been lotsa.. politics going on around me now. sort of.. growing.. sian. yar. there's so much politics. everything just slowly gets more and more.. corrupted? and.. its no longer the innocent world with the outright "i friend you" and "i don't friend you anymore" with the smiles and the sulks. there's just so much backstabbing. its tiring. i've really been trying to keep my temper in control. and i really am improving. but.. its like every single day just requires me to have more patience and control my temper better. after awhile you feel like bursting. its really tiring. im the sort of person who's more straightforward with what i feel. if i like you, you'll get to know it. if i don't.. you should get the hint. or i'll tell you outright. but now.. its just so hard to stay the same.

so what can i do? i don't exactly have a choice now. but. argh. just hope they get the hint. sometimes such people really end up hurting others. and they're just so fake. what about being there for others.. always ready with a hug for you.. and the next moment.. you're just super insensitive to others when they're down. sigh. ok. blabbering.

la la la. the workload should be lessening as the year goes on. i hope. it should. stress on the word should. =p so yep.. i'll just get ready all my updates during the hols so i can post them even when im busy?

miss my free time. really miss it. huggies huggies huggies pampers to all you guys!

edited [9th march 9:40pm]: blog music's been changed by the way if you guys realized. tags pleaseee? my blog's quite very dead now. sigh. enjoy the music niwae!

the rain poured at 7:41 PM

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