Tuesday, November 30, 2004

yay! energy's coming on december... 26th!!! when im finally back from korea! wheeeeeeeee... yep yep! boxing day! after i go to korea and buy and buy and buy all the shinhwa, dongwan, minwoo stuff i can lay my hands and whatever money i have on, i'll come back.. just in time for energy!!!! *cheers for myself if no one wants to cheer for me, which is ur loss >p

oh. oops. but then again, why am i so excited? i'll never get to see them. *smacks myself* great. blah. im such a smart ass. just in case u guys don't already know, when i even talk about energy in school.. the following symptons are detected..

- i get excited
- i feel the adrenaline rushing through me
- my heart starts beating at twice its normal rate
- i feel warm all over
- i feel like someone just threw me into the oven... and slammed the door shut

amanda - usually, its her - comments that im turning red. i...

- deny it
- smacks my cheeks and tries to hide it
and...
- turn redder if its possible

look. one fine day, after lunch, from one half of the corridor, i saw amanda standing outside my classroom, looking like she was waiting for me. she turned around.. *imagine this slow motion* and i see a popular plastic bag in her hands. i suspect.. i hope.. i wish.. i think.. i KNEW that inside the bag was the long awaited, autographed energy hey! you album.

i stare in shock. i scream. i continue screaming. i run. screaming all the while. i envelope her in this huge bear hug. i scream somemore. i jump up and down. i hug her once more. i go crazy. and finally, i lay my eyes upon those beautiful signatures on the album cover.

there. and i spend the whole day telling my classmates about them. and turning red.

and when i talk about shinhwa, i turn red too. at times. but energy.. it's almost every single time. and when i laugh too hard or get too nervous, i sit on the floor. like amanda and xiang ying like to tell people, one moment, i'll be either red in the face, or laughing too hard. and the next moment, they can't find me. after much searching, they find me sitting on the floor. -.- yes. im such an idiot.

so, quoting amanda, - sorry if i quote too much, but basically, she's the person who's always speaking to me about energy face to face - if im already like this when i see or talk about things related to energy and shu wei in particular, what will happen to me when i see them face to face?

things which she has came up with about what will happen to me, or what i'll do, which are quite true, can be enquired about through msn. feel free to ask. i think i've just divulged too much. great. now i belong to prehistoric times, where i'll roam the earth with dinosaurs, and if i ever see any ape who resembles shu wei or energy - they say shu wei's like a monkey. oh well. no comments - i'll turn red. and a dinosaur will smell the blood which is rushing to my face that very instant, will come roaring towards me.. a t-rex probably, and it'll finish me up. and i'll faint.. either from the fright of a dinosaur coming to eat the defenceless me. or if im lucky enough, the ape resembling shu wei or any member of energy will save me. but i'll still faint all the same.

ok. long long update. about my craziness. shan't go crazy anymore. im being too personal here. its starting to feel a little weird. but oh well. too long of not blogging about my innermost feelings..

I MISS YA NINGS!!!! *huggies huggies huggies pampers sent by fed-ex to ms. he yining, china, guilin*


the rain poured at 2:51 PM

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Monday, November 29, 2004

yay! i finally posted! wheeeeeee! and those who have my old blog url.. go see. actually, i wanted to post it here. maybe i will. but later i guess. *grins*

updated g.i.r.l i.n t.h.e p.o.r.t.r.a.i.t, that's the one. i know i took quite awhile. but the next chapter's already written out. so all i need to do now is type it out. so.. comments comments! *grins*

LOVE ALL YOU GUYS!!!!


the rain poured at 3:08 PM

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wheeeeeee!!! im finally done with the archives thingie. bleugh. kept trying and trying and trying to get it right. good thing blogger allows us to preview the whole template. and so i was working and working and working and working on it and my update until finally! my saviour came! yep. my saviour who's flying off tomorrow. NINGS!!!!!! *huggies huggies huggies pampers* haha. oh man. im such a html idiot like i said. and belong to prehistoric times where i'll roam the earth with dinosaurs and maybe, maybe, if i'm lucky enough, i can be seen as smarter than the dinosaurs and the apes, my ancestors.

blah. LOVE YA NINGS!!!!! *more huggies huggies huggies pampers* haha. don't mind the huggies pampers thing. i've always been using huggies instead of hugs, and one day, i suddenly realized.. huggies could be joined with... PAMPERS! ok. i'm using too much of the bold and italics and CAPTIAL LETTERS. wheeeeeeeeee...

working on the update as i type. inspiration. =)


the rain poured at 7:21 AM

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Saturday, November 27, 2004

working working working hard on the forewords. it's coming up. yep. it's really coming up. just need to be done with the translation. i seem to be having lots of song lyrics in my fics now. *muses* probably too much watching of mvs. but xiao zhu, luo zhi xiang's, xiao chou yu mv's really nice. really touching. in the sad way. sigh.

ok. changed my mind. the lyrics will be for another update. sorry. so the update for w.o.r.d.s f.r.o.m t.h.e h.e.a.r.t will be up once im done with blogging. then after this, it'll be time for g.i.r.l i.n t.h.e p.o.r.t.r.a.i.t, alright guys?


the rain poured at 11:38 AM

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Friday, November 26, 2004

ok. im back. *shuffles in* but.. it WAS camp! and i whenever i came back, i was just dead beat! i didn't even have time to relax, not to say think of an update! *backs off*

okok. but i have one up my sleeve already. promise promise. and.... i missed you guys! yep, i most certainly did! did you guys miss me? *stares at you so innocently, it makes you squirm if you did not* haha. ok. update will be coming up alright? and i really really need help with w.o.r.d.s f.r.o.m t.h.e h.e.a.r.t forewords. sigh. help? any? *looks around helplessly* alright alright, thy shalt stop crapping with thou and get started wit thy's updateth. sigh...

I MISSED YOU GUYS!!!!


the rain poured at 9:43 AM

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Saturday, November 20, 2004

argh! olinda's out! ok. that's not the point. sigh. just a note, i'll be going for the 'study camp' thingie tomorrow. yep. so it'll be 3 and a half days of weirded madness. sigh. but anyway, i'll keep thinking of my update meanwhile yar? it'll be like the situation my brain was in during the exams. thinking about everything and anything except my textbooks and notes. haha. oh well. bringing lotsa paper and pen there to jot down my stuff. so all you guys, take care meanwhile! cya in 4 days' time!


the rain poured at 1:31 PM

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Friday, November 19, 2004

ok. blogger's being sluggish and slow. erm.. to those reading, is my blog taking, AGES, and i mean AGES to load? cause if it is and you see me on msn, just tell me will ya? cause i wanna know if it's just my comp or it's the entire blogger, or is it my template or sth! cause everything's... screwing up? and im not exactly very happy about it.

ok. then again, i've been in my grumpy mood for ages. since yesterday night at about this time to be exact. so im grumpy grumpy grouchy grouchy moody moody irritatable irritatable and pissed pissed. ok. why am i talking like this? *smacks myself*

so anywayyyy, back to the point. i've finally completed t.e.a.r.s f.r.o.m t.h.e h.e.a.r.t!!! and i forgot to reply comments before posting. as usual. despite my constant reminders to myself to remember. argh! oh shucks! forgot to do a thank you note! *smacks myself* argh! tomorrow... till tomorrow... - that's from shakespeare right?- something around those lines. and, to anyone who works for blogger and tag-board.. please get your systems to work.. or work faster, whichever applies, quick! or else... someone's just gonna explode.

P.S: oh! and i divulge yummy scrumptious secrets every now and then. ask around. *grins*


the rain poured at 2:36 PM

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Thursday, November 18, 2004

yay! my poster for g.i.r.l i.n t.h.e p.o.r.t.r.a.i.t is finally up. thanks to seraphist! yay!!!! love ya girl! *grins* ok. i'll post my last chapter for t.e.a.r.s f.r.o.m t.h.e h.e.a.r.t by friday. promise promise. so stay tuned. =)


the rain poured at 6:02 AM

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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

wow. the number of times i post here is way more regular than my other blog. =) another update coming up. and i better make sure i reply comments before i post. *smacks my head*

niwae, was surfing around just now. and finally! finally! i found pictures of gao han, the guy from pawnshop no. 8. a.k.a di ba hao dang pu. *grins* i was just going gao han crazy for the past weeks or something. but i couldn't find pictures of him looking more serious which, trust me, are really really great. *swoons* haha. and found a number of energy pics too. with them looking very very weird. =p

so here they are. i only uploaded one alright picture of energy. but the rest are a little.. erm.. 'dots inducing'. yep. especially the one with energy dressed up in their indian garbs. they were supposed to try to imitate s.h.e. and i guess niu nai did quite a good job. for a moment i really thought he WAS her. oh well. *grins* and the one with them acting as babies. erm... i have seriously no comments. sigh.

guess i'll go shoo off and work on my update. la la la...


the rain poured at 2:04 PM

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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

ok, i just watched the yi shi jie mv. which is the one where kunda has all those bed scenes and what not. according to _kube_, the whole thing's about sex. yep. xiao gang lao shi even said it himself. but i dunno, i guess it really is badly done. i totally didn't get what was going on. weird.

anyway, here it is. watch it if u like. but i just find it a little boring and, like i said before, weird. basically i was just stoning in front of the comp while watching. while im usually grinning away like some mad person while watching other mvs or looking super absorbed in it, i just stoned throughout this mv. im sorry. just my personal opinion. but i like kunda's dressing and stuff in this mv lah. its the really ruffled hair thingie. haha, i dunno why. i just like it. =)

oh yar! and i love shinhwa too!!! yep yep! dongwan and minwoo in particular. *grins* haha, i'm gonna go on a shinhwa craze in korea. =) see shinhwa stuff, buy buy buy. and if they have those poker cards with shinhwa on them.. i'll... BUY! haha. hope they have it, like the ones i bought from taiwan, with s.h.e and jay chou. but i couldn't find energy ones. oh well.

so yep. and i thought up of another update. just need to put finalize it and type it out. and presto! yay!!! *claps* that. ending. and that's all. im done with my first fic ever!

haha. i really need to work on it. cause after this, i'll be MIA for awhile. gotta go for a 'studying' camp. urgh. me going to learn how to speed read. how to summarize notes. how to study properly. how not to procrastinate. how to this how to that. blah blah blah. as you can see, im already bored to bits and pieces by the very thought of it. oh yar! and did i mention? im there to make new friends. dots! you make me go there for three and a half days, from 8.30 in the morning to 11.30 at night. which means that i have to wake up at about 7.30 and i reach home at about midnight. and you expect me to not be grumpy and in the meet a friend mood? ok, maybe i might be in the mood. cause i'll probably be going mad cause of the lack of sleep. this happens okay. but then again, who in the right frame of mind would want to make friends with someone who has dark eye rings around her eyes by the second day? huh? ok, maybe lots of us will be like this, but i'll be one of the most severly injured casualties. that i can guarantee. hRUmPh!

so yep. gonna rush rush rush to finish the two updates by the end of this week.

and thanks for all the comments and everything! *grins* thanks!!! love you guys! *hugs and kisses* oops.. =p haha.. but thanks all the same!


the rain poured at 6:14 AM

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Monday, November 15, 2004

yay!! another update for t.e.a.r.s f.r.o.m t.h.e h.e.a.r.t which means i'll finally be having a completed fic.. soon.

haha. and i really wanna watch zhou chuan xiong, xiao gang lao shi's mv, with kunda in it. haha, wonder how embarrassed kunda will look. *grins* then next time, xiao gang lao shi could have mvs starring niu nai, ah di and... SHUWEI!!! haha. ok.. that's being crazy. but if he ever does, the lead for ah di's mv should be iris. then it'll be so fun!! *claps my hands*

haha.. ok. so yep.. go have a look at my update and comment k? gonna watch tv.. probably mi jia le. though bao bei looks a little scary in the preview. all the screaming and that murderous look she had. =X zhe zhong nu ren, bu hao re.... *shudders*


the rain poured at 4:23 AM

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Sunday, November 14, 2004

ok... i know i have been sort of neglecting g.i.r.l i.n t.h.e p.o.r.t.r.a.i.t. *bows my head in guilt* but oh well, it's all because i wanna complete t.e.a.r.s f.r.o.m t.h.e h.e.a.r.t asap. oh, erm, could i just caution everyone out there, it's gonna be a not so good ending. but then again, im planning to do a sequel. so hold your horses *motions for everyone to put down their choppers, slippers, eggs, rotten vegetables and the like*. anyway, the reason behind this.. so called cliffhanger in a way.. is cause i wanna start afresh. cause the end of this fic will signal the start of another. it's something like, the end of the beginning, which will mark the beginning of the end.

as for the sequel, i've sort of decided the main characters. you guys can have a closer look at my recent updates and you should be able to guess the identity of the new lead. so i'll be trying my best to make it a hard decision for everyone. the characters, the readers and even me. *shrugs* ok, that's a bad move. but oh well. i'll figure that part out soon. i hope.

and. just a confession to make. i have no idea how to put hebe and jay together for my other fic. ok, i have a rough, i stress, rough, idea how i'll get hebe to develop feelings for jay. but the details and nitty gritty parts will be a little hard. so bear with me yar? and anyone willing to help me do a poster for g.i.r.l i.n t.h.e p.o.r.t.r.a.i.t? i've been thinking about learning how to use photoshop during the holidays, but maybe a poster meanwhile? *grins hopefully* just in case i don't exactly get down to it. which is what usually happens.

ok, guess that's about all. gotta go work on my update. and i'm convinced im losing readers. *smacks myself* sighhhhhhh....


the rain poured at 1:30 AM

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Saturday, November 13, 2004

ok. so here i am. = d.e.j.a = v.u =. sigh. im finally done with the template and what not, thanks to jie!

i really hope they work. or i'll be caught yelling at the comp, pulling at my hair and clicking furiously away soon. please please work!

oh well. so anyway, the reason behind me doing this blog - this isn't my debut by the way - is cause i guess im tired and some of my friends are tired of commenting and seeing me blog about my fics and well, basically, chinese music and the people behind them. so guess this'll be all for now. gonna post and see if everything works. including my tagboard. please please please please work! im grovelling before you, blogger, in hope that you'll make it work. i HATE, DETEST, ABHORE having to spend ages in front of the comp just to work out things like templates. argh!

yep. so guess that's about all. shall blog another time. *scoots off*


the rain poured at 1:52 AM

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