deja-vu v.2 [ rain... falling in my heart

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

in school now. yep.. im still down with food poisoning. and im on the verge of totally wallowing in self-pity. so basically i was bombarded with questions today like.. since you're sick why did you even bother to come to school. since the lessons today are like... *friends stop to make faces* ugh.

yar. shucks. why did i even bother to come to school? shit. ok.

yep.. so as i was saying to amanda dearest... *:p* yes.. i came to school today cause i didn't wanna leave her alone. didnt' wanna abandon her. during rs. which.. trust me.. is seriously quite a evil thing to do. rs. shit. blah.

and also.. because yesterday when my sis and mum went to see the doc, i was too lazy to go see him. and my sis got an mc. which explains why she was sleeping, snug and tight in bed while i had to get up early this morning to get ready for school. with >.< this expression stuck on my face as i fumbled and tripped and tried my best to find my way to the toilet without dying. blah. and yes.. i want to have perfect attendace. hello?! i've had perfect attendace since i was p1! or rather.. kindergarten. yes. and this being my final year.. im not about to let stupid food poisoning stand in my way of getting a wonderful perfect attendace this year.. again. so there! ha!

blah. ok. im being crappy. im almost done with rs.

oh! and.. just got an email that day. yep yep! *grins* my application for a. coach was successful! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! la la la.. just in case u guys didn't know.. that was the camp i went for last year.. when i had to go on hiatus. yep. so now.. im officially a. coach for the camp. yep! its really good and you guys should consider going. really!

so yep. life with school and cca and all is already quite.. tiring. sorry.. make that.. busy. its not really that tiring. but yar.. with me being a. coach now.. i can only be busier, if possible. what with coach training, bonding sessions, camp itself and since im planning to take up the camp for the.. 'more senior' ones.. i'll have to go for the booster sessions. but oh well.. its considered a career. and its rather wow for me to embark on my career so soon, plus i really enjoy and treasure the times i spend there.. so there's basically no stopping me from taking part in it.

ok. what am i saying. ok. main point being.. with school, a. coaching and what not, i probably will not be able to fit in much time for updates. though im really doing my best to have as many updates which are up to standard in terms of quality and quantity. plus.. im really losing readers. so that really got me down for awhile. but nevermind! here's my plan.

i'll work on my updates during the school term, and save them in my comp. since the comments i receive are rather sad, there's not really much point in posting cause i really need your comments to know how my stories are going. and after that, during the hols, when im busy with coaching and what not, i'll post the chapters. then, hopefully, more readers will be able to comment and.. yay for everyone! haha. ok. that might not work. but still. you never know till you try.

oops. ok. really gotta go. need to meet my teacher. *clicks on publish post and zooms off*

the rain poured at 3:07 PM

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