deja-vu v.2 [ rain... falling in my heart

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Monday, May 30, 2005

my heart's breaking. seriously breaking. jay didn't win anything!! again!! *sobs* currently feeling very very bad for him. sigh. but niwae.. i just downloaded this video of him and wang lee hom. cause of the rivalry thingie, they wanted to clear the air. so each praised each other. haha.. they sounded so.. formal. at least jay did. then jay sang wei yi after which lee hom sang hei se you mo. but both didn't get the best male performer. jay said it doesn't matter. sigh. heartbreak. heartbreak. total.. complete heartbreak.

but.. as i've said countless times, jay just has to know that he has tonnes and tonnes of adoring fans out there, who find him worthy of any and every award under the sky. so there. and he just needs to know that his fans adore and appreciate the hard work and effort that he put into the production of each album, and he'll probably feel better. i hope? the awards thingie.. i dunno.. i just view it as a kinda confirmation of the work he put in i guess.

sigh. but that doesn't stop my heart from aching.

and i think i lost all my readers. hardly anyone seems to be commenting. *another gash appears on my bleeding heart*

the rain poured at 9:39 AM

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