deja-vu v.2 [ rain... falling in my heart

Monday, September 12, 2005

ok. that's it. first, last and only prelims. its something im saying in relief ok? not spite. or in a sad attempt to suan while trying to hide it.

put it this way. we've worked for it. and options aren't exactly as good as they may seem to be. hello? i have to stay in school till 6.30 for how many days? like.. hello?? and i miss my shows.

yar.. sure. you may say that.. at least its better than the stress. look at it from a different point of view alright? we only have ONE paper. ONE paper. ONE. make it or break it. its the only A we can ever get. if we flunk our 'a's.. what we got 4 years ago is all we have. wanna be in our shoes? trust me.. its much more stress you're talking about here.

oh. and we could have had our hols till march. but we're not. and we still have to do WEP, which i don't think YOU guys have to do.

oh.. and another thing, if you have a rebuttal in mind. wake up. we slogged 2 years just for this. 2 whole years. while you guys were out enjoying the fact that your EOYs last year were over, where were we? at macs studying together. because that's the only place we coudl meet.. mass. and guess what? it was so crowded with the holidaying-EOYs-are-over crowd.. that the only place we had was the area next to the entrance. meaning when we look up, its the glass pane. and glass happens to be transparent. so what or who do we see? happy people our age, walking around, shopping, laughing and feeling all relieved that the exams are over. and guess what? they were probably laughing away at the losers who study in a school located closest to town, who were currently, then, mugging their butts off, table filled with notes and reference books that you buy only when you reach jc. so.. beat that. 2 whole years of that.. and more. still wanna complain??

sheesh. ok. not directing this at anybody in particular. ok. maybe there are a group of people. but try looking at things from another perspective will ya?

sigh. and to the rest.. just trying to let off steam.

we freaking deserve it ok?

the rain poured at 9:16 PM

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