deja-vu v.2 [ rain... falling in my heart

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Thursday, October 06, 2005

dum. don't know how to put it. how to start. sigh.

is it cause im too stupid? cause im too insensitive? cause i'll never understand what you're going through? like.. cause im incapable of feeling that way? or maybe its simply cause i've failed too many times, too many times such that i'll never understand how you feel. or im saying stuff that i can never do myself. so yeah, others will understand, others are able to listen, can listen, you let them listen, want them to listen, while basically.. i have to get lost. or rather.. you rather talk to others and not me. cause i don't understand.. cause im insensitive. cause im just being stupid and extra. im just a fair-weather kinda friend, not someone who you can talk to or can understand what you're going through. or yar, simply.. im too insensitive. im useless at these kinda stuff. im not helping. im just being a pain. like.. ok. that's it. i got the message.

much as i would like to wish that all this isn't true, but everything just seems to be pointing towards this conclusion i have. though the reasons i have are probably wrong, cause i've never and will never understand you, unlike how others will. but yar.. now i know something, i've learnt something. it was all just stupidity on my part.

the rain poured at 2:55 PM

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