deja-vu v.2 [ rain... falling in my heart

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Saturday, April 29, 2006

i didn't know i would hurt. i mean.. all that talk about plans.

and on the day itself.. ta-dah. nothing.

i know i shouldn't be jealous.. i shouldn't be upset by what i see or read. but..urgh. who were the ones standing by you all this while? when they're pissed off with you or vice versa.. we're there. when they don't want you.. we're waiting at the sidelines for you to talk to us about what happened. but the moment they turn to you.. poof! you disappear. nevermind about us.

whatever. that's it. things haven't been looking too good.. or even good at all these days. its time to get back to certain things in life which require more of my attention.

and on a TOTALLY SEPARATE NOTE: my heart will officially die at 12 midnight, 29th april 2006.

unless of course mr prince-charming-to-be appears with *cough*something*cough.

otherwise.. i've been and will be listening to stuff like zai yi ci yong you, one, unforgivable sinner and the like for the rest of the night. and they will continue playing in my head when i enter dreamland tonight. *sniffs* sad sad life..

the rain poured at 10:36 PM

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