deja-vu v.2 [ rain... falling in my heart

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Sunday, December 26, 2004

just read some stuff just now. and basically im just feeling a single, pathetic emotion now. yep. one word. pissed.

ok. but then again, maybe not pissed. just feeling a little weird now. like.. some people expect me to treat them in a certain way, do certain things for them, but they just don't seem to do these things for me when i wish they could. i don't know. maybe they think i'm like this. or others think i behave this way. i don't know.

but then again, if i do, just tell me k. cause if i have, yep, you guys could put it this way. i've got a taste of it. and its bad. so just tell me alright. i don't know why i'm feeling this way. but oh well. so yar. you guys get the point right.

it's just that, u guys really mean lots to me. although i might forget stuff about you guys here and there or i might take ages to reply you guys online, i really hope you all understand. i don't know. maybe some people don't think so, but that's what i feel.

guess that's the result of a series of Q&A i had with myself. just sort of.. erm.. reflection for the year? the teachers in school love making us do reflections. urgh.

but oh well. shoo away with all that horrible feeling. yours truly has the tendency to feel insecure. it's just.. me. yar. so sorry.

finally got down to gamesssss of minesweeper flags with nings. yay!!! haha. and im missing yen. come back soon yar girl?? *huggies huggies huggies pampers*

the rain poured at 5:00 PM

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