deja-vu v.2 [ rain... falling in my heart

Sunday, October 16, 2005

sheesh. i check my inbox today and i see mails from like.. acrobat reader.. photoshop.. and i don't know what else. and like.. DO I LOOK LIKE SOMEONE WHO'S WILLING TO FORK OUT MONEY FOR THOSE PROGRAMMES??? especially when i already have them?? ok. that was totally me being weirded and exaggerating things. oh well.. just.. presenting me!

as if.

dreams are so much nicer to believe in. and live in. no heartbreaks. and you don't wanna wake up at all. and even when you do, you know you can go back to then, anytime of the day. cause all you have to do is just close your eyes, and pick it up from where you left off at. and sometimes, when you don't really like what last happened, you can just wake up, and hit the rewind button and do a little editing.

remember a song which goes, "dreams, are my reality". yep. really wish it could be that way. no heartbreaks, no nothing to face up to, no consequences. everything's just so nice there. sigh. and its weird how the whole song, its lyrics and all, sums up everything so nicely and perfectly.

Met you by surprise,
I didn't realize
that my life would change forever
Saw you standing there,
I didn't know I cared
there was something special in the air
Dreams are my reality,
the only kind of real fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as if it's meant to be
Dreams are my reality,
a different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seems alright
Although it's only fantasy

If you do exist,
honey don't resist
show me a new way of loving
Tell me that it's true,
show me what to do
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality,
the only kind of reality
may be my foolishness has past
And may be now at last
I'll see how a real thing can be
Dreams are my reality,
a wonderous world where I like to be
I dream of holding you all night
and holding you seems right
perhaps that's my reality

Met you by surprise,
I didn't realize
that my life would change forever
Tell me that it's true,
feelings that are cue
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality,
a wonderous world where I like to be
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
although it's only fantasy
Dreams are my reality,
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night
and loving you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality

- Reality by Richard Sanderson

the rain poured at 10:27 AM

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