deja-vu v.2 [ rain... falling in my heart

Sunday, October 23, 2005

sigh. sunday spent doing history essay. come.. let's see.

"The creation and continued existence of Israel generates unrest that plagues the Middle East."

everything seems fine.. i mean.. albeit the fact that it's an essay which has to be 800-1000 words long. and you don't really like doing history essays on weekends. or any day of the week OR year. so fine. but.. problem for me being here's how the whole writing-a-history-essay-on-a-weekend process starts.

"The creation and continued existence of Israel..."

pause. yes. pause. just right there.

WHAAAA-???????

ok. nevermind. calm and cool does it. its fine. its not that bad. you haven't read the whole thing yet. i mean.. it could just get better. a lot better. yeah. sure. im trying to convince myself. so if even i know that im convincing myself.. im 1. not doing a very good job or.. 2. there's nothing to convince myself about!!!! don't even bother about convincing or persuading myself! pronounced dead already!!

but nevermind. i shall.. push on. yep. push on. slog. trudge. crawl on.. while weeping tears of regret and bitterness.

"- generates unrest that plagues the Middle East."

to which all i have to say is: huh? *proceeds to promptly let my face fall flat on the table* *soon.. snores emit from somewhere between what's left of my face and the table as always during history lessons*

or i could have another response.

whattheshitisthiswholethingabout?????idontgetanythinghaventgottenanything-andprobablywontgetanyofthiswithinthiscenturysothere.

blah. and im missing out on chinese mugging for this. crap. ok. i admit it.. i like chinese mugging. its fun. specially with nu ren and bren. and especially during times like this.. history essay or chinese mugging? i'll take mugging anytime. anytime. including now.

sigh. oh well. resigned to fate. thank goodness for those pretty boys. note: i've refrained from using "my" and have used "those" in its stead. don't wanna get chopped up anytime soon. once again, anytime includes now. blah. dorkiness. *grins stupidly*

random note: much as i like/adore/gush about chicken little.. i really REALLY rEaLlY really really really do not like his voice. it totally doesn't fit him. so there.

i rather settle for things which/who are cute.. human.. are dorky.. hilarious.. able-to-be-serious.. and have gorgeous voices to top it all off.

random note 2: blah. kino's having 20% off now. shall go and buy my comics. withdrawal withdrawal withdrawal. or else i'll probably have to wait till the end of the year sales. which is a very long time. especially for me. plus since i can't get my wang zi bian qing wa part 2 yet.. sheesh. its a very very long time. problem being.. i don't know who has my kino card. lent it to someone. i think i know who it is. but not sure. and i might just forget. or rather.. i'll probably forget. either that.. or my card's lost. it better not be either. or i'll totally tear the sky up. and wreak total havoc. and whine like mad. and be a total idiot and pain-in-the-ass not that im not already.

the rain poured at 3:42 PM

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